Sunday, October 17, 2010

October 18, 1979

Last Tues was progress report day. I got a D/C in Algebra. I changed  the D to a B, so it said B/C. My parents went to open house tonite and in algebra, they went over my grades. Well, my alg teacher told them I got a D/C and they were sure it said B/C (which it did!). Anyways when they came home and asked if I changed it, I said yes. After a talk about my laziness and dishonesty, they decided I can't go with June to see "Chorus Line" this weekend. Also I can't go to the football game or talk on the phone.

I'm seriously thinking of killing myself. I know it's stupid but doesn't it follow the pattern with my life? Stupid things one after the other. I'm a born loser. Everything I do in my life I end up explaining. Everything gets fucked up somehow. The world would be better without me.

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