September 25, 1979

Today was cool compared with the 100 degrees of the past 2 weeks. I wore a brand new shirt, jeans, bra and socks. I looked good. Got lots of compliments.

I don't know if I mentioned this before, but there's a guy named Theo (he's Greek). I went to a party and he was there and we danced alot. Anyways he likes me. It's very obvious, but I don't like him like that. He's nice, but he's too nerdy for me. Oh we might have a dance marathon to raise $ for the junior class. The first prize is a CAR. He and I dance well together so maybe we'll enter.

My classes aren't that hard. At least not yet.

At Alice's party, Steve was there and he was really going for me all night. He just had to demonstrate how to frisk someone at a concert, and I was the one he "frisked." He then sat on my lap and deliberately leaned back and squished my boobs. So I sat on his lap and wiggled hard onto his dick. "Already Gone" was on the radio, so we started slow dancing. He was pressing and thrusting himself towards me, it was totally great. I thought he was going to kiss me, but he didn't. I don't know why...

There's nothing else happening except I have a hell of alot of work to do. I have 2 history reports due on Nov 26 and an English paper due sometime, I forget. In Algebra I'm 8 points OVER an A. Amazing, for a math retard, huh?

Today I cut 4th, lunch and 5th and me and Sher went to the mall.

I am going to have to work my ass off this weekend. I have a paper on Watergate due, I have to read "Last of the Mohicans" and I have a James Michener thingy to do.

Sept 15, 1979

11th grade started last Tuesday. I got all the classes I thought, except AP US History. Yay!

I have lost my passion for Joey. Nate is my latest heart-throb. WSe have said hi about 3 times. That's all, nothing else. Whenever we see each other I'm with my friends and he's with his, so we can't talk. It's a drag. BUT, I want to ask him to the vice versa dance.

My mother knows Lamaar and I said something about asking him to the dance. She had a shit fit. Prejudiced bitch. Almost as bad as Sherrie's parents. Also I mentioned Ken. I guess she's prejudiced against Japanese also. DAMN. It really disturbs me. I can't understand the ignorance. that's shitty.

Alice got her car yesterday. It's a '75 Maverick. White with blue interior. She bought it with her own money. I'm pissed because I could buy a car with my own money, but my asshole parents won't let me.

I am planning on going to all the home football games. Knowing my parents, though I probably won't be able to go.

Alice's sweet 16 is next friday. She wants me to bring Ken, but as of tonite thanks to my mother, I'm not. I hate prejudiced people.

Alice said I could invite Nate to her party. Well all week I've been trying to ask him, but I chicken out. He has a cute smile and whenever we say hi, he smiles and I freak out.

Friday nite is a football game and dance. I hope everyone goes. I have to because I'm in the Pep club. We go to all the games. I'm also in Government. And I think I'll tryout to be a PA Announcer.