August 5, 1979

I'm in the shittiest mood.
Thurs nite I was supposed to go out, and I couldn't. Fri nite Louise was supposed to come over and we were going to to go to the Zone and visit everyone at the camp overnite. Well, we didn't. Tonite I want to go to the Zone and I can't. FUCK these parents of mine.

Today, Carolyn and I went to the mall. I got "Grand Illusion' (Styx) and a leather clutch bag. I'ts really cute. We saw alot of nice stuff for the fall but it was all so fricken expensive. I saw a velour top (turquoise with dark blue stripes). It was $40. Shit. EXPENSIVE.

Sat nite there was a Beatles special on the radio and tonite there's another one.

My next year's schedule is goint to look like this: Honors English (Hard), Chemistry (Fair to Hard), AP History (Intolerably HARD), Cheerleading (cinchy), and Health (a snap). Five solids. Shit. Oh well, I guess that's life. Life's not going to get better, just harder.

August 3, 1979

Yesterday I didn't see Kent because our group didn't go to the pool. He works there. But today I did go there. He was sitting on the other side of the pool and totally ignoring me. I was staring at him.

Anyways I'm in a shitty mood now because my parents won't let me visit camp tonite (it's an overnite), and they also won't let me go to the Zone.